I'm sorry, maybe the day that I said yes to you was the day your heart already broken to pieces. Your heart broken because of me, so yah I'll never can make you happy all over again. You can have your own happiness without me, so now I can stop torturing myself and so do you.
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
you'll have no idea how I miss you so bad.
you'll have no idea how crazy am I thinking about you all the time.
you'll have no idea how bad i wanna go to shah alam right now and hug you and say all of this isn't real.
you'll have no idea that I'm crying so bad like that's the new way to breathe.
you'll have no idea how I want you to be here and pat my head while saying everything is gonna be alright.
you'll have no idea how it's break my heart into pieces when you said you just wanna be friend with me.
you'll have no idea how I love you so much aiman. I don't wanna lose you.
you'll just have no idea how crazy am I right now.
I feel like I wanna die because I can't do this anymore.